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God has given us different gifts, according to what he wanted to give each one. Therefore, if God has given us the gift of prophecy, let us speak according to the faith we have; If he has given us the gift of serving others, let us serve them well. He who has received the gift of teaching, who dedicates himself to teaching; He who has received the gift of encouraging others, is dedicated to encouraging them. Whoever gives, do it simply; he who occupies a position of responsibility, perform his position with care; He who helps those in need, do it with joy. (Romans 12: 6-8)